![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
swingswallow{thoughts}
Hayato's here.....and only 15 years old. I don't know what's worse him not knowing anything and treating me like shit again or the fact that I still have no clue what's going on at home.
Then again Tsuna says I don't have so much to worry about and Spanner is even on our side. That bastard is one I'll be watching. He created the new King Moscas that almost took out Lambo and Ipin a month ago. I wish there was something constructive for me to do toget my mind away from this pointless track of thought.
He has no clue about any of it. Not how he blushes when I grab his hand, or comes up behind me and loops his arms around my waist when he knows I've had a particularly depressing day.
I don't even know how I dealt with him all those years ago. I've forgotten how to treat the punk brat vunerable young guy I fell in love with in favor of the strong reliable man he's become to me now.
Life sucks.
